life's reflective moments

Sometimes you go around in live worrying about trivial stuff that seem so important to you (when its really not) that you need something to wake you up to reality. That is exactly what happened today. I was just going around my daily routine- school, house 3 gossip sessions, friends, and worrying about other stuff when I first heard from nikolai that Vanessa burst her blood vessel in her brain and is in a coma. I seriously thought he was shitting me when he first told me but just moments later I got another message from Rachel telling me the same thing. It was really a “WHAT?!” moment. It was pretty sudden and quite surreal. I’m still in a state where reality hasn’t really sunk in yet but I know the seriousness of the situation. I mean waking up from a coma can take years. You’ll never really know when the person will wake up and if she wakes up normal and healthy again. I think when we finally get to see her in the hospital then will reality sink in. It’s just really VERY sudden and I can’t even imagine how her parents are feeling right now. It’s these kind of moments that really make me realize how fragile life really is. You can be well one moment, but the next moment, you're in the grey area floating between life and death. I really hope she wakes up fast and she’ll be well soon. Our prayers are with you Vanessa.